So Today Has Turned Into One of Those Days When..

I just feel like I am alone in this world. I Don't know what has taken over me, but I have all this frustration and anger inside that is desperate to come out. Ughh, I just want to scream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I need someone to be here with me so I can talk to and keep my mind off of things. Will you be my friend? I don't know why I let this negativity invade me and turn me into the person that no one really knows I am. I'm sorry if this blog is all over the place, but I just cant concentrate today. I hate when people use others, specially me. I feel alone but, in the words of a good friend of mine, never lonely.

Metro Sexual

I am extremely frustrated at the moment!! I waited almost 2 hours for the metro to arrive and take me home from a location that was clearly a 30 minute walk. Surprisingly enough, this experience made me realize allot. First, it made me realize that I couldn't fly. Darwin knows that a good portion of the time I waited was spent daydreaming about how awesome it would be to have wings and how cool I would look flying over people's cars while they were stuck in traffic. Second, it made me realize how indecisive I truly am. I despise the fact that, even though I told myself I would walk home if the bus did not arrive after 15 minutes, I decided to wait. But there was good logic behind my decision to stay...or so I thought. You see, after the first 20 minutes of waiting, I had began to walk home when it suddenly hit me. "What if I waited all this time and then as soon as I cross the street, the bus arrives?" so I waited.

Time went by sooooo sloooowly for those 2 hours of waiting. I felt that I had waited too long to just give in and walk home. I waited and waited and every now and then I would confuse truck lights for the bus and get exited for nothing.

During my waiting period, I realized one last thing: people really dislike the company of strangers. As I stood at the bus stop, more and more people accumulated and I saw how people would go out of their way to avoid any unfamiliar human contact.
Everyone was spaced out facing different directions and even the people sitting down on the bench would place their small bags on the seat next to them so no one would sit next to them. Then I thought about all the times I've been on a bus and I acknowledged that people would rather stand the whole trip on a bus than sit down next to a stranger. It was really sad actually. I tried to see if my idea was wrong by smiling at the few people who would actually make eye contact with me and not one of them smiled back, they just looked at me like some kind of psycho waiting to take their soul. But I guess that’s how we're built for some reason, maybe to avoid uncomfortable situations or something of the sort.

Eventually the bus did arrive and for the first time in my life, I saw how sexy the sight of a bus was after 2 hours of waiting! I felt like a Metro sexual, get it? It was like if all the unnecessary waiting had paid off! Like the orgasm after the long hours of sex or hearing a splash in the water after two hours of constipation. In other words, it felt good to be on my way home!

Yes, My Teeth Are Real!

So today I was asked if my teeth were real.. Seriously!? I really don't understand what they meant when they asked me. Should I take like a black girl when theyze asked "Gurrrl, is that your hair because it be looking good all spinning and flashing errwhere.. uuuhhhh, it even has a propeller gurrlll!!!" or should I take like a bimbo when they re asked " Omg, your boobs look so perky, are they real?"

If you don't catch my drift, I'm really asking if its a compliment or an insult when people ask me....

Its either they look completely fake or real, but nice. I personally don't think my teeth look good (im not saying they're the worst either), the bottom teeth are really crooked and I have an overbite :/. If anything they just look white, but I don't see myself doing any crest commercials anytime soon. But anyway, here's an unedited pic of my grill so you can see for yourself.

Prom

My sisters prom is right around a corner and it gave me an idea for today's blog. Why is it that girls go crazy when it comes to prom? I remember being in high school, not so long ago, and seeing all these girls trying to be original for prom. They all want to be different and remembered somehow, but when the day comes, they all end up wearing the same dress or looking ridonkulous!..lol I remember all these girls talking about how they are going to design their own dresses and I guess their ideas made sense in their mind, but not on their bodies! Some of them were better off wearing something Lady Gaga-ish.

I'm just glad that guys have it easier when it comes to planning the whole day. Usually, all we need to worry about is the money, tuxedo, and finding a way to get to the venue.

Don't get me wrong, some of the girl's hard labor and planning actually do pay off at the end of the night. They look great and end up having a great time and usually leave prom with great memories and a baby in the stomach!

You Look Different Today!! HAHA

So today I was waiting for my Abnormal Psychology class to start when the funniest thing happened. I got there about 10 minutes early and I was sitting down on my seat while reviewing my notes on Schizophrenia when I hear a very flamboyant/tipsy woman's voice come in from the back door. This woman was very over the top talking to everyone as she made her way from the back to the front of the class where I was sitting. "Hey girl, you look great today", "Wooo, I actually made it to class" she said to people in a very loud voice as she sat next to me. She was full of dirt and her hair was messed up; I thought she was homeless or had some mental illness..lol She then looks over at me and tells me, "You look different today, hehe" and I just looked at her with a perplexed look..lol She kept on talking to everyone when the teacher walks in the door and says to the woman "Bridget, is this the class that I have you for?" and the woman responds "yes...". The teacher then asks her "don't I have you for my Tuesday/Thursday class?" and the woman says "yes, its Tuesday today." She looks behind her and i guess that's when she realized that she was in the wrong class..lol The teacher walks over to her and the woman apologizes to the teacher and then looks at me and said "No wonder you look different" and then she burst into laughter.haha She goes on to tell the teacher that she had just gotten dropped of from some desert she was visiting with family and that's why she was all dirty and didn't know what day it was..lol

VIRGIN!

So this is my virgin blog. Ive never had a blog before and therefore never writen one. It feels kinda good to be losing my blog virginity to you. I now feel like I have a place to express myself even if no one ever reads my postings. Kinda like an "open" journal. So here it goes.

Ever since high school, I've been a lover of the arts. Everything from drawing to theather ( I did some theated during my high school years and I have been involved in the theater department at my old high school ever since). This weekend I went to go see CHICAGO at the Pantages theater. What better place to show what L.A is all about than Hollywood. I freaken loved the show!! It was great. Everything from the singing to the lighting was spot on. It was simple but complex, idk if that makes sense..lol What I mean by that is that there was nearly any props and set, but it was still a very intriging show. I was always into the performance that I forgot that I needed to use the restroom throughout the whole show. It was a great show and it ended even better. As we were leaving, we spotted the actors exit and we got to meet all the leads and even took pictures with them. Former member of Destiny's Child, Michelle Williams,played Roxy Heart and she is gorgeous in person!